我受够了等待你所谓的安排 说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱 我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白 一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外 却一直都进不来 你累积给的伤害 我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来 我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代 你该给的信赖 被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待 被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块 要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
[jolin tsai - 到带]
translation
I had enough of what your so-called “arrangements”.
When will the “future” actually come?
You always wait until it’s too late to start telling me how cute I am.
I really want to rely on you but you were always not here.
I’m in a zone where I should be happy however you always give me nothing.
I’m along in the holidays and I can’t find someone to watch the ocean with me.
I’m always standing outside the door of happiness and I can not find the way in.
I cannot let go of the continuous heartbreaks you gave me.
I finally realized that I cannot get the love back,
but it’s too late when you realized it
You told me everything at the end,
and you cried to ask me to stay.
I finally realized that I cannot get the love back;
there are too many obstacles in front of us.
But you don’t want to let me go,
you’d rather be disgraced and ask me don’t leave you.
You always want me to be good and play our future slowly.
But my tears kept falling down my cheek.
How are you going to be responsible for the past, the trust that you should have given me?
I am slowly pushed towards the cliff by you.
From the whiteness on my face, I see the memories are slowly gone.
The past sweetness between us keeps rewinding but I can no longer feel anything.
And the hope that I had in you, is broken by you over and over again.
The trust has broken up into too many pieces,
how are we going to mend the pieces together and start over again?
But it's been love, Your love, that cuts the strings
So long status quo
I think I just let go
You make me want to be brave
The way it always was
Is no longer good enough
You make me want to be brave
Brave, brave
[brave - Nichole Nordeman]
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
[Goodbye to you - michelle branch]
today i wore stripes! i almost never wear stripes cos i believe it makes me look fat HAHA but nonetheless; i did (: okay that was totally random.
i learnt one thing today during rick warren's message: we live not to please anyone else, but only to please the Lord (: i was thinking about that today and he's right; what's the point in making the world happy when what matter's most is what's in your heart, what's right and what pleases God.
ker yew shared about how she believe she should live her life; without regrets then i realised that i really don't want to have any regrets, not having time to spend with my parents, my friends and with God. pioritize abby. pioritize. learn to manage; not that everyone doesn't already know that i'm the worst person on earth to manage my time [don't criticize me on this please] but yeah, i've been trying and i'll continue to try harder.
amandaB, grace, amandaY, petrina come back soon! i miss you!
i know it's so like me to run, run, run away, but that's what i'm good at. running away.
oohh, my whole family's going to durian plantation tomorrow; so cool huh! but i'm not going, STUDY time as usual. hahaha. i think i'm seriously a mugger lah. hahaha.
i got this from benedict last year; he has 4 different kinds - suuuuper funny.
definitely not on par; in all honesty, i don't understand what's with you and the expectations, the oversensitivity; i choose not to comment. somehow i find it totally unbelievable.
eleanor aw! i'm so gonna kick you! you didn't tell me. ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHH.
haha. i'm gonna make you pay!
mr sad HAHA tsk. don't make me post about your embarrasing PS2 moment! (:
joanna yah!!! ;) we find one day we both go back and dance! then we can catch up too!
mr emo you wish lah. lol.
-changeinmycondition-